I am done, motherfucker!
Done!
Now all I have left is the damage to my psyche I need to figure out how to heal.
Panic attacks, insomnia, anxiety, depression, PTSD symptoms.
And a complete loss of an understanding as to what to do with my ancestors.
Do I revere biological only, or do I include the adopted ones since a legal adoption often
binds us to each other?
Depends on who you ask. I met a shaman who said it didn't count at all. Your adopted ancestors would not follow you or count you as their own. At least in his visions with clients that's how it worked.
Then there are others who regard legal adoption as spiritually binding. It was to our European ancestors in some cases.
I have no clue.
Fuck it!
I'm done!
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